Im alone again but not in a while. since friday i am alone here in palmdale. my aunt and uncle went to texas and later on they'll be back from their trip. for couple of nights i spent my time online, chatting on jingo (talking about the plan this coming weeknights), and last night,  to john too on AIM (ang mga mare ko!) anyway i was chatting to Sya too last night on MSN. but i dont know what happened that suddenly she's  not  replying at all. did i said someting wrong to here? TASCHA! was  there something wrong last night?  You just ditch me online.

Oh I owe my bestfriend Grace a text reply. I know she was worried last night. but i was not able to reply since i was *damn* spending time online.

Currently i am listening to britney's songs. I dont like her as a person but i like her songs. I can't deny that. "I'm A Slave For You..."

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........

losing grip. that's what i feel now!

no returning back, nothing to look behind.

move on, search for another friendship.

but make sure not to be emotionally attach to anyone anymore.

you can't find  any bestfriend in this vast world, no one is willing to be.

they will hurt you, they will crush you. beware!

from now on, i dont care for any people at all

except for the people that already resides inside my heart.

i learned my lessons,

just be yourself, even if your just a loner, it doesnt matter.

be happy, even if your alone. atleast no one will hurt you.

no one will defend but yourself.

TRUST, that's all that matters.

better trust yourself than trusting others.

adios!

????? or a couple maybe!

goodluck peeps!

 I wish you are!!!

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those empty lines could fill out so many words, but words rather keep unsaid.

i don't have much to write today, but my mind is full of thoughts, that ought to be put in a blog...but naah!, i'd rather keep it myself. not worth to express. no one cares anyway. but i will handle it myself.

anyway, im happy that tomorrow im gonna go back to my rental place in the valley. i miss my own room and my own privacy.

this computer has virus due to java script (since i've been dealing with it lately in myspace and other sites) and it attack my boot sectors. too bad, i dont know how to fix it, since my antivirus seems only to search for it but it doesn't fix, delete or quarintine it. the more programs you deal with and the more uploads from different websites you do, the more your computer collects virus...or shall i say infected by virus.

i miss couple of people lately, well what can i do?

yay!...my brother will have his capping ceremony in his 3rd year in nursing this friday. congrats bro! way to go!

babush!

my only sis Casie and my bro Norman.

so tired
Current mood: sleepy

i feel like having no strength physically and mentally right now. maybe because of  five consecutive days that i sleep so late. the latest is 4 a.m. spending time in front of the computer is my hobby. but it sucks me up to much.

right now only cascada songs keep me alive...hahaha! or else, i am now sleeping in front of my desk.

 "i need a miracle, i wanna be your girl, give me a chance to see, that you are made for me"

i feel like im in a disco or club (as i was told, her type of music is really played on clubs)

i need to eat my lunch now, my stomach is now complaining.

Currently listening: Everytime We Touch By Cascada Release date: By 21 February, 2006

bob & clint's evolution

i can feel your stare, i'm caught up in the after glare

bob & clint before Same Same

its my blondie in blue & yellow

i guess im happy to work with my old blogs now. i havent updated it, for a year now...this is the first place where i put my blogs last year before making blogs on myspace or friendster. so its better to keep it up.  and i guess i have  better layout and design right now.   :)

~*anne_venusbutterflly*~